Been going out this few days :)
i'm not no life ok !
is just that most of the time no one ever asks me out :(
what else to do?
i find friends either they're not free or with their stead >.>
hais ...
today and tml going out still =)
then after that back to my solitary life .
who wants to ask me go out?
i've nothing to do besides waiting for NS at home now ~

who will ever know of the pain and sorrow i've been through,
the amount of tears i've shed in silence for you,
will you ever know?
keeping all of this feeling locked up in my heart,
throwing the key away ...
never to be forgotten even as time passes,
only i will know and suffer this pain over and over
in silence ...