It's been so long since I've updated this blog ...
Guess there's nothing to do nowadays
No one reads this blog le also I guess haha

All I wish now is she will be happier without me,
And that the smile will stay on her face always (:
I know I was a failure right from the moment I let my emotions get the better of me,
all I wanted then was lost just because I can't control my emotions I guess ..
Its too late now to turn back, as much as I want to turn back time,
I can't do so. I'll keep this period of memories with me all the way until I find another girl ba I guess but I doubt I will ever fall into love again.
It hurts so much to be in love now for me. Been so long since I've cried so much to myself over a girl. No matter how hard I try to forget about her now, I just keep thinking of the past few times outside and I cry to myself silently when I'm all alone ...
I miss her now but it's all too late ... Everything is gone now, I can only watch from far now and silently wish for her happiness.

I'll don a mask of smile but deep down I'm actually hurting ... No one will know of the pain and sorrow I feel ...