It's been so long since I've updated my blog . I realised that everytime I'll only update my blog when something happens or only when I feel like it . Been through so much, looking back on my archieves reminds me of how foolish, how much I've missed and how much I gave up on . Try as I might, try as I wish, I could never turn back the hands of time to change each and every mistake made, I've only the choice to walk this path which I've made for myself . Regrets are and will always be there no matter what decision we make in life, there cannot be a world without pain, regrets, sadness I know all that now. There is a world of possibilities if one dares to venture beyond one's comfort zone, if one dares to step out of the boundary which have been built around one for so long ...

Recently, I've been thinking what will I really be in future ? I've no answers to that question till now no matter how many times I asked myself . My future looks blurred and bleak . I don't want to end up being useless but yet I have no idea on what to do myself ...

After so long, I've finally picked up my interest in Japan culture again . Thinking back, I realised how much I wanted to go to Japan when I started watching animes and hear the voices . I was mesmerized by the voices and wanted to learn more . Remembering how much I wanted to go Japan was to experience their culture there, to see cosplayers in their country, anything to do with the country itself just makes me excited . Now all the feeling is coming back to me, I love the characters being cosplayed but most of all I wanted to try out but I don't think I will ever have the courage to do so ... hahas maybe in future ?